Got job?

I am hired! I finally got a job, wait, make that plural, two jobs. One full-time working as a Tactical Marketing Specialist for Cypress Semiconductor in Silicon Valley and another part-time as a store's Sales Associate for Agnes B in Union Square SF. I also went to an interview at Louise Vuitton, which I think went pretty well. But ironically, I didn't feel as excited as I should have felt when Justin called me at Macy's women's lounge to give me the offer. Perhaps I've been too used to being a jobless loser for the past five months that I actually thought it would never come to an end. I've been so used to my daily routine of job hunting, which goes something like, eat breakfast and lunch at home, check emails at the library, send out ass-kissing thank you emails and responses, which most employers don't even care to read, make solicitating calls to potential employers and annoy the heck out of them, go to interviews if I had any and say more ass-kissing things about their company, and wait for hopeless responses afterwards. Even though all of that sound boring and unpleasant, but I am amazed at how much I am attached to that life now that I don't have to do so much of that, I actually don't know what to do with my time. Oh, and one more thing, I've been so used to formal business writing and spelling out every single apostrophe, like "I am" instead of "I'm" and "do not" instead of "don't", it's almost hard for me to write like normal people any more now that my job search is over. I have to force myself to conjunct just writing this journal entry.

Tai hasn't called in about a month. I finally took the initialtive to call his house number last night and his mom told me that he's now in China and will return home on Wednesday. I can't deny so much now that I actually do care and miss him.