Sorry or not?

An entire week has passed since Jen and I last talked. I took others' advice and tried to calm down and sleep on it. It didn't work. I'm much calmer now, that's only if I don't think about it. I don't think I'm ready to talk, apologize or do anything at all. Not only does it still disturb me to think about her Christianity, I'm beginning to think about my other friends' religious affiliations as well, JJ's Buddhism, Anh's Catholicism, Mu Jin's Christianity, Alice's Christianity and many others. Why should men let religion influence their lives so much? What's so great about religion? Why do people need it? Why do people need it and I don't? How am I different from them that I can't see the need for it?